*home sweet home*

19/04 - 21/04 : 'Leadership' Camp at Jalan Bahtera Campsite.

noe wad.

i felt reluctant abt it ending so soon. den again. the last time i went to camp was in SEC ONE.! nyahahaa. its also prolly the last i'll ever go to, so yeah. *sad*

day ONE was a fully exhausting day. Act 1 and Act 2 was for once, a very participative one on my behalf. woo.! nyahaha. kay, blame it on nabila for reminding me tat its my last chance. HAH.

day TWO. was actually relatively relax. was onli the first half of the day tat we got physically drained.
Act 3. was so enthu.! n gosh* im bruised all over.! n i counted. dere's NINE.! varying in size, shape, and colour. nyahahaa.! n for memory's sake (yuni especially)...
"come on munirah baby.!" cheered MrCuteTaurusHouseMaster. AHAH.!
Act 4 was kayaking. had some *ehems* problems. but got over it. n yays. fun.! was saved by nabila's sunblock lotion.! hah. super windy n it drizzled. fought againts the current. was bit straineous. but now i can feel my arm muscles developing.! hah.!

i luv those rope2 high2 thingys. n rock walls.! hah.! but putting on/off harnest frequently is erPs-ing.

i luv how i got my almost-dead class to cheer.! im getting expert at this.! hee.!

i luv dinner duty.! serving watermelons is sheer joy.! nyaahs.

i luv the once in a lifetime feeling of being barbaric and eating food straight from the can during field cooking.! nyahahaa.!

i luv waking up at 4am armed wif a torch.! the air is gorgeous.!

i luv showering at 10+ pm and 1+ pm and 4+ am.! chills ran down my spine.! hah.!

i luv packing my bag over n over again.! feel so secure. and busy. nyahaha.

i luv the morning PTs. come on pple, hafta admit it wasnt as horrible as expected rite.!

shant say it was all hype. the campfire nite was rather disappointing. i expected memorable campfire sing-along sessions. but ouwh well. was fun critisizing others on stage. ahah.!

ouwh yeah.! Sofia kept making Nabila tell bedtime ghost stories, which she enjoys telling mind you, and den sleep halfway thru.! leaving me forced to listen her till the end.! nyahaha. im sooo gonna make dem read this entry.
dear leader-of-pem-babi-buta, Pe'Ah, and not-so-straight Nabila, I HATE YOU BOTH.!!! nyahahahahaa.

overall. the food was good (though pe'ah insisted it's basi, n i'd choke on it for laughing too hard). n the camp wasnt totally exhausting (though i have insect bites all over). pple werent running around much. i kept making my cg run.! hah.! cant help it lah. i get sleepy walking slowly. so inefficient.! nyahahaa.

ouwh yes. i got a swollen finger after night 2. dunno wad bit me. but well. curses to it.! hah.! along wif all those ants hu contributed to my sleepless night 1, and lizard droppings, and stupid noisy karaoke noises frm across the sea.!! HAH.

shant complain much though. cos overall. the camp was really pleasant.

i wudnt mind doing it all over again.! minus all the missing school days, assignments/tutorials pilled up at home, and TESTs coming up the following monday. hee.

*Welcome to my life.
All Smiles.. =) *

*lost track of time.*

ouwh myyy.

this week pass by so blardy fast. i forgot tat i last blogged on thurs. nyaahs.

niways. wad u've missed.

Friday
aiss A.Day.! nyahaa. not a single bit of regret for gg. chat wif some beloved teachers. Mr Teo.! rmb him.? yays. ahah. n yeah. Myra was gorgeous on stage.! hah. the sch song was sung so passionately.! nyaahs. ouwh gosh* im so so so luving/missing ai n the pple there.

Monday
longgg sch day. heh. did bad for 2.4 run. wad 3 days of wkends eating can do. hah.! den went to npt wif DEE.! met up wif MYRA.! pass her bday present. hee. Happy birthday, darling. and finally, home, all stinky frm PE. nyaahs.~

Tuesday
longgg sch day, yet again. tuesdays are especially draining, cos its full all till 1740, wif no free periods n lousy break timings. usually lonely trips home, but thz to dearrr SOFIA for walking xtra to the MRT wif me. hee.
AND dearrr NIGEL for the totally exciting MRT trip. was extremely coincidental, and funny. go ask him lah. nyaahs.

Wednesday
FLOORBALL.! haf i mentioned how much i love fb.?? yes, i do.! nyahahaa. despite the fact coach made us run 30 rounds in the Futsal Court, 3 rounds on the Track, 10sets of sprintings, 2 rounds of 10mins match. and 1 against the Guys.! guess wad, an ass bruise my hand.! violent sey d'all.! yet, all was FUN.! nyahahaa.
and yes. my 2.4 timing improved. 14.03.! nyahahaa. 3 blardy secs away from my gold. ouwh wells. hee.

Thursday
met up wif AYE to get somebody's present.! nyahaa. but decided to rush off soon. cos i miss home. nyaahs.~ been reaching home at 7+ and sleeping at 1+ am for pass 3 days kayy. got home, yada yada. n slept superrr earli, woke up on friday.! nyahahaa.

Friday
went to NABILA's hse n got my math/chem notes. hah. den to my aunt's hse in tampines. ate, talked, yada yada. hee, been quite a while since we last visited. den to my nenek's.! yays. i soo love that house in bedok.! nyahahaa.
darling lil cousins came over soon after. hee.! darlings. ate alot.! nyaahs. yada yada, home sweet home.

now, waisting my time online, n blogging.! ahah. wad i haf due : LOTS of assignments n tutorials.
and guess wad.
BIO mock SPA. Chem Test. Econs Test. when.? ALL on MONDAY. bleargh.! how convenient.! nyaahs.

aights. shall be getting some sleep now. my cells need to be rejuvenated. wth.? nyahahaa. nonsensical crap. ouwh well. im super happy now, are you.? say yes.! hah.!

till my time gets back on track, TC yall.! =)

Lotsa luv,
*Munirah. <3

PS: im so sori abt the tags.! shall reply them ASAP. i promise. keep them coming kay.? hee.! =)

ouwh, friendship week it is.? hah.

drained. tired. exhausted. and BUSY.

nyaahs. i kept trying to remove that part from my nick. but its reali, almost impossible. so to those i've ignored online, my apologies.

its been a super hectic week. kay, not exactly. but dere's alot to be done. i haf this 'something's amiss' feeling whenever i'm not doing anything. which is often, cos im always procrastinating stuffs. like now, my PI PROPOSAL. sheesh.

i shud have known. but im in a dilemma.
i dun work well under pressure. cos i get emotionally unstable. HAH. but, i get my work done perfectly. nyaahs. nonetheless.
i dun work well without pressure, too. cos im super emotionally stable, thus tend to get off track, and procrastinate. and be complacent. compliant. computer-addicted.? hah.? stupid comp-comp words.

in other words. im an inefficient student. nyaaaahs.

btw. did u noe.? a hell lot of my cg-mates made remarks abt how i do my work. n the most commonly used word would be, perfectionist. its not something to be proud of, cos the equation goes.
being a perfectionist + procrastinator = time consuming = inefficient idiot.
hah.

niways. some nice souls mailed me this, n tot i'd cut an interesting portion of it here. well you see, i dun fancy forwarding e-mails. hah. it goes..

A good friend will not come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying
"Man was THAT fun!!"

nyahaha. nice nice. NOW i noe hu my true frens are. and DEE wud most definitely be rite on top of the list. hee.! i can even imagine her saying that line already.! HAH.

today's video-ing session was splendid. luv luv luv them. yesty's mp3-ing session was great. luv luv them. yesty yesty morning run aftermath was awesome. luvvv her.

thank you.

and yes. happy friendship week yall. =)



our friendship will never be gone.
at most, it's just diminishing.
i just dun need to like wad u're up to nimore.
or wad u're beginning to turn into. gosh*

*what you've missed in 6 weeks. hee.!*

nyahaa. im back.!

honestly, i reali cant find the time to update nowadays. though im back officially, this blog may still seem like on hiatus. hah. plus, i tink i've longgg lost the touch of blogging. thus, i shall spare u the dread of reading worthless entries. woots.!

den again, you dun have to visit you noe. nyahahaa.

tot of changing skin since im outta aiss. but lazy.!
tot of creating a new acc cos of blardy popups here. but lazy.!
tot of updating my 'links' list with new innovians. but lazy.!

ouwh yes, i've not changed much. laziness is still a dominant trait in me. hee.! however, there are some remarks from new people i've encounter that surprises me. let's see.

personality wise. come, laugh out loud with me.! hah.!
- “Munirah’s voice very gentle wad. She so soft, like feminine2 kind.”
- “She very quiet one what. Don’t talk that much. Like introvert like that.”
- “u r reali a woman of principle..”

CCA wise. hah, no comments.
- “Hey ogl, what cca u in.? Malay dance.? Modern dance.? Chinese dance.? Indian dance.?”
- “Are you comfortable with the cornet.? Maybe you should try the clarinet instead, you look like the clarinet kind. You haf the clarinet face.”
- “Are you joining the New Media Arts? Ouwh, I thought u’d be interested in those kind of things.”

dictatorship wise. sooo NOT me. HAH.
- “Are you running for council.? You look like those councilors kind.”
- “why dun you volunteer as vice-cg-rep.? you look like that kind.”

physical wise. its onli prolly cos my CG lacks the fast female runners. nyaahs.
- “you can run very fast one.! So good lah. Every time PE, surely you’re in front one what.”
- “are you all ready for a run.? You don’t haf to stress lah. you can run what, dun worry.”

Work attitude wise. Dey dint noe its onli temporary.! Nyahaa.
- “Munirah, you write kay. Your handwriting nice what, very neat. I saw ur ECONS notes.”
- “wahhh. You completed ur tutorials and assignments.? So hardworking.!”

So yeah. Apparently, im portraying sides of me that I dint noe existed to all these new people I’ve met in Innova. Dee said, “Alter ego.” And I went, “What.?!”

Now I noe that I LOOK [I shall emphasize on the word LOOK. hah.] like I have leadership qualities, athletic, feminine, a dancer face, a clarinet-ist face, an introvert face, at the same time, an outspoken face. Nyahahaa.

I love having this alter ego. It’s interesting to hear unpredictable comments. Yall shud try it.! sheer joy.! Hah.!

Apart from that, other things that was of sheer joy within the period of the 6 weeks that I went MIA wud beeee..
- quit and Rejoined FLOORBALL. After the approval of BOTH my parents, finally. nyaahs. The love of my life, for now that is. Hee.!
- There’s more pple in floorball now. And they’re all friendly. So yeahs. Hee.
- Attended band practice for a day. Seniors dere are nice.! But guess I’ve totally lost my inclination towards music. Btw, did u noe I was in angklung assemble in pri sch.? HAH. Blame SYA for that.!
- Enthusiastically went for the OGL interview.! Nyahaa. Was initially for fun, eventually got it, so yeahs. Woots.! FYI, I got to OGL-ed the same tribe I was in for the first orientation.! Talk abt fate. Hah.
- My OGL partner was Wan Munirah. Superrr fun.! Gosh* I’ve missed having her around. Hee.
- I loveee my tribemates. Reali reali.! They dint make our job hard, n were darn supportive/participative. Hee.
- IJC dint reshuffle our CGs.! Its awesome in a sense, cos I’ll have pple like Nabila.! Sofia.! Aixin.! Idiotic Yousuff to remind me I was an ogl.! And all. Nyahaa. but on the other hand. Darn.! No hopes of getting stuck wif Dee for the next 2yrs. AND, somebody wud still be seeking the attention. Hmms.
- The NEW timetable.! My MT free periods and PE lessons clashes wif Dee’s. so we’ll still get stuck wif each other.! Hee.!
- This aint something of sheer joy, but just to let you noe. Im now the PW rep. thanks to those seniors who purposely voted me, cos dey dint like seeing me being free without any positions that wud possibly torture me further. Hah.!
- Ouwh yes, I loveee the 2nd intakers in my CG. Dey’re nice. And we still get the same subject tutors.! Hee.
- My class got into TAURUS house. Im not sure if its gd/bad news. But ouwh wells. t’was the champion house last yr, and my darlings are all in Saggi, our main rival. so boo.! Hah.- Taurus hse is RED. Micco clan was RED. Darn, im stuck wif RED in ijc. Talk about fate, yet again. Ahah.
- Rmb how I used to love ai's toilet.? Well. I still do love ijc’s toilet. But. Libraria is the new fav place in sch. Why.? Cos its COLD. Cos there’s COMPs. Cos there’s ROOMS. Cos there’s TOILETS. How conducive.! Both work and play. Hee.

Aights. I cant think of any more. Tats a pretty extensive list, ey.? Hmms. I wonder why you even bother to read this far.! No life sey.! Nyahahaaa. [tats wad some tribemate of mine loveee to say. I was just joking btw. Hah.]

Till the next time my fingers itch to blog. TC pple.! Hee. =)

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*taggies replies*

gosh*

i cant even remember when was the last time i did my tag replies in an entry!
curses to Cbox for jamming up yesty, making me unable to check my tags, n thus, this floods.
with that. im replying them here! heh. here goes..

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[*NigeL]
i always do haf a point! hah! n yeahs. i'll rmb. thz ey. u TC too! =)

[queen]
hee. tt'll suffice. glad u still bother to even visit. cheers aights. =)

[aye]
u're a conoe in the river rite.? i doubt dere's any icebergs dere lah.! hah. n ey. for once, ur advice is sensible.! nyaah!

[As aStranger]
ignorant, i am not. negative outcome, i dun see. sacrifice is redundant, i think. but ouwh wells. hu am i to say.? kids shud nv be allowed to make their own decisions, ey.? but arent the ones making those decisions, as good as an authority.? im lost, its so ironic. hmms.

[alacritwee]
i shud stick to being the indecisive me. at least i wun hate myself too much for making wrong decisions. nyaah. n yeahs, i hope so. thz aights sya! *lotsa luv! hee* =)

[deUinYRimnotjoking]
apart frm floorball, the list is endless. i just choose not to rant over every single one of them. im puzzled. wad was i even worthy of in the first place? heh. and hey. i've not lost hope, yet. i still do pray for happy days to come. and it will, i haf faith. =)
ps: 'you' is a common term used in english[the medium im using now] which exist in multiple form when translated to malay. NOT just confined to ENGKAU. but if ure really offended, then i shall nxt time specially put it as kamu/anda when im referring to anda. in conclusion, remove tt thought. heh.

THE END. hee. =)
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now! yall understand y i cant reply these at my tagboard.? nyaah.

well niways. just a quick update. yesty was almost fun, except for the crappy morning blues, afternoon blues, and evening blues. well, u get the pic. nyaah!

today was definitely fun! got stuck wif dee thruout the day, yays! just wad i needed. hee! =))

though my eyes were only half-open during all bio, math n econs lectures! but nooo, i persevered! hee! got almost everything in, i guess. but i was still yawning away! boo. ahaha.

n sheesh. i feel so unfit! onli ran 3rounds for fb thingy, plus 2rounds during PE today.! dee got her 8rounds! boo.! hah. n compared to yesty's TEN rounds we did for FB's fitness test, today is nothing.! nyahahaa.

but i feel good! nyaaaaah! tired of cos, but good! yeahs.! more oxygen is nourishing my brain cells now! i might just be smarter at the end of this term.! ahaha.! fat hopes.

*alwaysss look on, the brighttt side of life!
nanah. nana nana nanah!
eheh.*

*weets!*

aights. today. another normal day in sch.

other den d fact tt we had fund-raising. nothing else is special.
ouwhs! thz aye for the flowerrr. how sweeeeet of youuu! hee!
n yeahs! thz dee and yuni for accompanying me! though eventually i dint get the one tt yall recommended, ur comments were of much help! hee!
with that..

Happy 18th Birthday Abg KhiDir! i luvvv youuu. mwahahaa. x)

n yeahs. not forgetting. hapi frenship day to yall innovians! hapi wadeve-else-yall-call-it day to all my darling frens. hearts always ey. <3

*frens tolerant skills are down to zero.
im making enemies out of dem, one by one.
wad the hell is wrong wif me. or is it YOU.?*



*wondering if i made the rite choice. innova..
other den floorball tat kept me going,
and frens that supposedly wud always be dere.
wads gonna drive me when i lose both.?*

*no matter how much i hate making choices.
its even more disheartening to not have one.
and rite now. you're not giving me any, are you.?
i've never love any CCA as much as this before.
u make me hate myself.*

*with that. i take back my words.
i'll do wad pleases you. for i am not defiant.
but this pms wud take more den 1month to end.
give me the whole 2 years of my JC life.?
im not joking. im serious. heh.*

*NO.*

you always get me wrong.

stop making it hard for me.

i give up pleasing others.

or you as a matter of fact.

im doing wad pleases me now.

*decisions.*

went to my aunt today.

celebrated my lil nephew's bday. so yeahs. =)

another relative of mine sat for O's too. apparently, he seems to be having much more trouble about his JAE application. results, relatives inteferance, parents hostility, yada yada.

and i realize. im very lucky. whatever it is tat im experiencing now, is as good as it can get. results tat'll suffice. ignorant close relatives. and support from my parents. thank god.

with that. i shant be bothered by all ur choices. apparently, the advice i got frm my form tchear last yr is true to a certain extent. friends are like passing ships. and they are, undeniably true.

its just sad that the pple i least thought wud be those ships, are in fact, those ships. with that, im thankful that i have my beloved family, whom i noe for sure, wud never ever be ships! hee. goodbye my friend.

in conclusion. im definitely putting INNOVA JC as my 1st choice. yjc, nyjc, mjc wud also be in my choices. but i shall pray that i wun be posted to any of those. cos i've decided that people there are ships.

dear friends,
thank you for making my 4years journey in aiss a wonderful one. friends come, and they go. yet, life has to go on ey.? they say that memories will fade, but i promise i wun let that happen. for memories are all that's left eventually. i'll cherish every moments that we spent together.
even if u're just another passing ship, i'm glad that fate did make u pass by mine. =)

*i believe that the phrase
"Friends Forever!"..
is a big fat lie..*

*lima belas. hmm.*

i dint noe how to write. so yeahs.
decided to go details, since getting O's results is a once in a lifetime experience.

i still feel jittery sey. god noes why~

cant sleep tat nite. talked wif dearest dad till abt 2.30am. heh. was consoling, n guilty-feeling.

woke up at abt 9+. felt normal. normal. normal. was suppose to cry myself to sleep, but it dint happen. boo. so yes. as predicted. was sooo nervous later on. hmphs.

took abt an hour or so to get ready. god noes wads on my mind. alot of questions. dad came in shortly. was reassuring.

left at 12+ to meet up wif dee, maria, aye at BK. before i left, dad said..
"Only cry if you do better den wad u expect. otherwise, let me do the crying.."

i dint noe how to react. so i walked out, not letting dem see my expression. cos tears were already welling up, cos i feel reallll guilty. hmphs.

ate n chats at BK. wud have otherwise been a super fun trip, if i werent feeling all emotional. gerl, u reali disappoint me. im sori that i cant be of any support for u on this. for i violently object. tried to shut up thruout. but dee somehow asked wads wrong. n so, i cant help it. i hate myself.

tried to kill time by walking around NP. time was moving soooo blardy slowly. den coincidentally met up wif fadh n tikah. decided to board 800, cos its a longer route. coincidentally too, farah n sya boarded the same bus. was so hapi to see sya! =)

still, we were earli. so went to toilet. toilet gang. =) sya told me tat im supposed to visit the GO. so i did. yada yadaaa. all settled. went up to hall. was rite on time! =))

*shivers* im all paranoid. wait. anxiously. dint noe wad to expect. dint have any expectations, i just dint want 21, or fail my eng. saw others smiling, some crying. i was moreee anxious. n i wasnt prepared on how to console others. so once again, shut up.

dennn. my turn! urgh. i almost cried even before seeing the results! but she smiled. and Mdm Jo came over. she said. "you did well. i saw ur chem results. you did well.." tat was reassuring.

got the slip and all. first thing, check my grades! *pls no failures* a C, strings of Bs and As.! All Smiles! and yes. tears flow. =))

wasnt exactly happy. but relieved. very very relieved, i can still dwell in a JC! hee!

rushed over to dee. wanted her to be the first to noe my results, somehow. ahah. stripped open the JAE slip. dee pointed to the L1R5 n shouted. "FIFTEEN!!!" hee. wasnt woahs! but oraits. syukur alhamdulillah. =)))

we were both hapi initially. relieved we both got under 20. but soon after. we realized some grades that was disappointing. so yes. she cried. n i joined, again. hmphs.

had pics taken soon after. i noe, i noe, my eyes were puffy. ahah. but ouwh wells! i managed a HUGE SMILE! hee. =)))

i was sooo happi to see MYRA! gods noes why. happi. happi. happi.! hee!

went home straight after. home.? heh. i guess it wasnt gd enuf lah. dey dint look tat delighted or wad. just, oraits. ouwhs wells! hmms.

plus, my abg dint get his <20pts. so yeahs. i cant be tat hapi at all. cos i'd feel bad for him.

nonetheless! they made a huge fuss over his eng results being better than mine. god* i wonder how tat cud possibly be true! watever lahhh. haiz.

n now. its all done. over. finally.

aights. it's 2.59am now! better get into bed! hee. mornings pple! =)

*blank.*

*zips*

dun ask. i dun wanna talk about it.

well. at least not now.

cos i dunno how i feel about all these.

and its just purely unfair. unfair, i tell you.

i cant feel good. but i dun feel bad. just cos u cant make it. hmms.

*so near, yet so far.*

hola peeps!

pardon me for the hiatus. simply cant find the time to update. hah. =) so rewind!

Tuesday!
hee. my parents' anniversary.! bought a cake.! was obviously a huge surprise for dem, since this is the 1st yr tat we actually rmbed, n dey forgot! HAH! seriously. was All Smiles. =)) god, i luv them, totally!

ouh yes, credits to irah and dee for accompanying me to NP and CWP, again. hah.

Wednesday!
the most touching floorball training ever! games were absolutely fun. plus tiring of cos! hee. coach and darling J2s hi-fived us. well-wishes for our O's n all. i've never felt tt much team spirit ever! All Smiles. =))

journey home got me thinking of where im heading next. i hate aye for being determined to leave IJC. i hate myself for being so indecisive. i hate yjc for being so near my house, making me this doubtful of ijc. hmphs.

ps: we already did sign up for OGLs. for fun n laughter. HAH.

and we celebrated the Feb Babies Bday during break. was erms. fun. =)

Thursday!
omg. dee is the bestest darling, ever! she waited 4hrs for my lessons to end! onli cos she noes i'd be gg home alone otherwise, cos yuni n naz aint in sch today. somehow, she got me slightly more determined to stay in IJC. =D

plus! Mrs VP's speech was ever inspiring. it takes alot of character... which, i dunno how much i've got.

P.E. was AWESOME. class spirit was at it's peak, somehow. and CG0611Daredevils have officially found a rival. hee! jk. had mass games in the hall, since was raining. so CGs vs CGs.

i expected much better sportsmanship frm TT class, since yuni kept mentioning how FUN those pple are. UNFORTUNATELY. they dun work well under pressure. and we, CG0611D is here to give yall pressure. =))

no no. dun get me wrong. dey're fun. in fact, i luv naz's CG.! very sporty.! n very, easily stressed-out. hah! thought dey'd kick out butts off farrr. but ouwh wells, was a great 3-2 loss.! despite all the elbow-ing i got frm him. bleargh. Go Reds!! mwahahaa.

FOR ONCE. my mind was off from the results. boo. TMR! *shivers* aights. it'll come sooner or later wad. so lets get it over and done with! i cant wait. to cryyy! been on a reali fun emotional rollercoaster this week. wad a perfect day to sum it all up! woo! x)

best wishes to all you O's taker. whatever happens, remember. All SmiLes!! =))

*n when u're down low..
just wanna run away..
trust urself, n dun give up..
u noe u, better den anyone else...*

*in a moment, everything can change..
feel the wind on ur shoulder..
for a minute, all the world can wait..
let go of yesterday...*

*an achievement! HAH!*

news are out. FINALLY!

its reali about time. rumours of so many diff dates have been spreading around eversince last wk. dat im getting a headache of not knowing when to anticipate wad. either way. FYI.

10 FEB 2006! FRIDAY! 2.30PM! AISS! hee. =))

yesty's family outing was yet another super fun trip. hee! wonder how far we walked. but gosh! i luv the sea breeze! woo! =))

PE today was yet another pain in the ass. but woots! i managed to run my 8 rounds without stopping, and under the allocated time! hee. thz to that super nice tcher! =)

CWP trip wif dee & irah after sch was interesting too. though wasnt fruitful, meaning i hafta make another trip tmr, but ouwh wells! had fun! hee.

OMG. my functions test aint cancelled since dere's sch on WEDs! hmphs. im dead meat. TOTALLY burnt dead meat. im elle-oh-as-tee.. LOST!

ouh yes! im literally burnt! u noe, as in, DARKly tanned.?? credits to the 8rounds we did in the scorching sun during Floorball training! BooHoo.! Olay, anyone.?? hmphs.!

OUH! ouh! im tinking of applying for that OGL thingy! nyahaha. thing is, im not sure if im staying in IJC! hmms.

aights. chem tutorials and fundraising report [you noe, that cupcake craps and all. hmphs.] awaits me. so i shall be off now. thank you pple! hee.

*i dun mind anything less den nineteen.
but i'll cry till my eyes cant open, for anything more than twenty.*

*for anything less than nine.
i'm yours wholeheartedly, till eternity,*

*the number thirteen sounds nice though..*

*im still a female.*

nyahahaa!

ask yuni wad's wif the tittle! ouh wait. no fun. this is exciting! so i want to tell! HAH! =DD

just like any other thursdays in ijc, my good-frens abandoned me. but its okay, im luving my CG now. HAH.

so yes. went home wif yuni & naz! hee! naz left halfway, so was left wif yuni, hu somehow, have alot to talk about! to the extend of us not realizing that..

we were walking rite into the GENTs at Woodlands MRT station during peak period. get the picture.?? nyahaa! this guy was *ehems-ehems-ing behind us n i was thinking, wad the hell.?? till i realize, we've almost outraged the modesty of those guys in the toilet. aHAH!

so yes. yuni was blardy paisey, cos some guys were laughing at us. and yes! she made us walk sooo farrr to escape the eyes of those hu witnessed the hilarious incident. HAH!

apart from that. nothing else happened that wud be of any particular interest to yall. but yeahs! Ms PE said that our girls frisbee team was the best that she's seen by far. HAH! wad a total esteem booster! =DD

Bio Test.??? UH! good question. but reali, shudnt have asked! nyahaha.

n yes! about the cupcakes. ouwh gosh* i've heard enuff of it lah! come on!!! nyahahaa! im reali sori lah. im afraid, i might just be a disappointment to you 11Dolphins. HAH! x)

floorball tmr. woots! Eh you Kalsa people! come sponsor us lah! we want Fila overalls.! and 50k to spend for the team! nyahahaa. come on floorballers! work hard, and be commited! HAH!
you're either wif us, or u're not. hockey is NoT fb. so make up ur mind oredy! =))

*you're already,
the voice inside my headdd.*

*two words.*

FLOORBALL RULZ!

gooo ai! ahmad, PRESSURE! 100 pascal!! mwahaha. that's for today. pure FUN. =)

im reconsidering. wad are my options.? hmphs. indecisive idiot lah you. shoo! x)

*because of you,
i learned to play on the safe side,
so i dun get hurt...*

*too soon.*

gosh*

just as im enjoying this long holiday, its coming to an end already. hmphs.

the only thing tat im dreading now, is my tutorials!! nyahahaa. honestly, havent been tat productive this wkend. PLUS! our bleargh-ish bio test on thurs. sheesh!

either way! nyahahaa. i did revise some bio. thanks to my midnight online mate for being ubberly hardworking, thus making me feel guilty. hah! so yes, guess i'll cope. hee.

as for yesty! the family reunion at my aunt's, was definitely a worth-while trip. hee. apart frm the norms of having lots to eat, lots to talk, and lots to laugh at. we karaoke-d.? mwahaa! was hilariously fun for us children. BUT, started getting mundane when the old one kept the mic to himself despite the obvious fact of him being tone-deaf.

HAH. gosh* pardon my cruelty. i do respect the elderly okay. hee! =)

soon later. dey roamed(ehems*) over to my house. and so! concluded our picture-taking frenzy! was mostly crap, but hey. we entertained ourselves well, aights dear cuzs.?? nyahaa.

today! fun, once again! hah. did nothing much. but i always appreciate family outings. regardless of how pointless it was. got the pics printed! n looked for my adek's shoes. n my abg's bags. practically all the shops in NP and CP were closed. but okay. we got our stuffs. hee.

PLUS! i got my pink belt.! for watever reasons it may be! nyahaha. psst! aimah blanja seyyy! HAH!

apart frm tat. we ate! alot2. tat's nothing new of cos! nyahaha. i luv u, bpk! i luv u, mak! i luv u, erms. all of you! nyahahaa.

aights! shud be getting some chem done! so off i go. hee! till the nxt entry. TAKE CARE! =))

ouwh! btw. my dad dreamt that i got Thirteen points for my O's! and my abg, 19. *prays hard* what if wad they say abt dreams turning out the opposite way, is true.

ouh god please. i pray of you. dun let disappointment befall me too soon. not too soon. please. =(

*i cannot cry, bcos i noe,
that is weakness in ur eyes...*

*kampung melayu.?*

woots!

just to let u noe. i met Fauzi Laily today! mwahaa. kays, not met, just saw. still. woots! nyahaa.

went to kampon glam today. u noe, where the istana is and all. dere was some carnival thingy. n since my uncle has a stall dere, n Maria works dere. we decided to go down! wif my family of cos! hee!

true enuff. saw both there. apart frm dat. saw Fauzi Laily and Syed Azmir. singing up on stage. nyahaa. no biggy i guess. since im not entirely a die-hard fan of any. but still. was interesting to be seeing some big-shots in real life. hee.

i was actually more excited upon seeing maria den dem! ahah! gosh* been some time. n she's looking ever more gorgeous, seriously! nyahaa.

btw. she got pics wif azmir and Fauzi! sheesh!

nyahaa. apart frm that. the family outing was funnn. as always uh. hee. plus. im BLOATED! till now. ahaha. syukur alhamdulillah. =))

aights. shall get gg now! fyi, we haf another family reunion at my aunt's tmr. den! we're gg out to i-dunno-where on tues. for that. im ubberly sorry to my dearest floorball mates, for i cant make it to our floorball match.? ahah. enthusiast.

till den. tataa! =))

*life is tough, indeed.
but hey, nobody said it was gg to be easy.
so hang on and, All SmiLes!* =))

*Gong Xi Fai Cai!*

woots! hee.

gosh* im so thankful tat cny falls on a sunday! 4 days of no-school is alot! especially since i reali reali need to revise my now-lost bio concepts. its onli been 3 wks, n we're having TESTs already! nyahaa.

haf i mentioned.? Yesty was FUN. nyahaha.

had lectures and GP till 10.10, before our breaks. den. Concerts! hah. hafta admit, it wasnt as woahs! as expected. den again, sch concerts are never woahs, aights.? hee.

nonetheless! the dance performances were great uh. very nicely done. and! the hall literally trembled when the J2s cheered for the teachers! seriously, i luv the enthusiastic spirit. the togetherness atmosphere was cool.

despite the fact that the singings were bleargh! was exciting overall. in particulars, the performance by our PE tchers! like, Woahs! nyahahaa.

anddd. Floorball Rocks. nyahahaa. training yesty was exceptionally fun. prolly cos there werent as much pple around. only those hu needed to be there was there. get it.? hah.

learned those stylo hits. sweep, smack, swipe..? dunno lah. sounded sumting like tat. hah! dennn. got to bring home our Balls and Sticks! nyahahaa. dey seem very excited bout tat. im not sure why.

but ouwh wells. had fun wacking tikah's butt on the way home!! woots. nyahaa. x) the journey home was super hyper. again, im not sure why. just plain FUN. HAH.

ouh yes! the supposedly barbeque organized by our dearest seniors was nice. though it wasnt exactly a bbq, we were full. since all of us tak-malu-ly helped ourselves when they pass the food around. HAH!

that food tossing thingy we all did, was also FUN. nyahaa. made a huge mess, but yes, enjoyable. FYI, tt thingy taste ubberly funny! n the other J1s were totally entertaining. everything we ate was associated to PORK which sounded more like POK when we pronounce it. HAH!

was a routine of.. digging in with a chopstick into the bowl. lift sumting up. and before u eat it, say...
"POK nose!" or "POK tail!" or "POK ass!"..someone even said, "POK nipples!"
nyahaha. u can imagine how entertaining it was. HaH.

kays! i noe tis is rather abrupt. but den. GTG! nyahaha. gdbye pple! hee. =)

*im not always beaming, u noe.
life has its share of ups and downs,
just learn how to look on the bright side! hee.*

*lonerrr.*

go check the time when tis entry is posted.

guess wad. im in school. u noe, as in innova jc.?? my classes haf yet to end. i still have PE later, at 4.40, all the way till 5.40! hmphs.

and now. why the hell am i updating.?? because im a loner! nyahaha. MT period now, for 1.5 hours. n since im not taking MT, and im the only one in class, sooo. I'M ALONE!!! mwahaa.

its not tat bad. reali. i almost wanted to cry last week cos i felt so isolated. but hey. im getting used to the sch's environment, and im luving it! i dun mind being alone nimore. cos i have SO MUCH to do.

n i LUV the library! has evryting i need. comps, rooms, aircons, anddd. BOOKS! gosh*

niways. FYI. im finally settling down in ijc. honestly, i dun mind continuing after my 3 mths here. but maybe i've yet to get reali exhausted frm all these travelling hours. yet, i'm keeping my options open. yjc maybe.? hee!

plus. im luving my class. its kinda gd tat there's onli 22pple in class, n dere's bound to haf absentees everyday. hah. so yes, we're getting along pretty well. yes, dere are some things that irritates me abt the class, but i guess, we have to compromise ey.?

guess wad! most of my classmates are hyperactive pple! like, extroverts? vocal.? outgoing.? witty! yeahs. u see the connection.? tat's why we clique so well! nyahaa.

CNY celebration tmr! woots! gosh* i remember last year. we were all so enthu, bought those cheong sams n all. gosh* i miss those days lah.

nonetheless, my class is just as enthu this yr! nyahahaa. we're even planning on a class pic tmr. like, erPs.? so enthu! hah. guess it'll be fun lah. once again, i tink those already-real-innovians in class are superrr frendly. like, dey got us all united in class spirit! how nice~ nyahaha.

and ey! haf i mentioned.? although we had to run 10rounds on the track, which of cos we cheated, yesty's floorball training rocks! nyahaha. onli the debriefing part lah. u pple hu were there shud noe. HAH.

"eh you idiot! ******!" said the coach's coach hu had a huge paunchy stomach, and a huge erms, hat? and was only a reserve on the bench of Singapore's Floorball Team. nyahahaa.

oraits! i ought to be gg! i've yet to get any of my bio stuffs completed, despite having 2 extremely thick bio text next to me! nyahahaa.

*frisbee, frisbee...
here i come!!!*

*ouh pls dun make me run!
im shivering cold now,
next im in the sun RUNNING.?
DRASTIC TEMPERATURE CHANGE lehhh.*

*OH MY LAP!*

woots! im ubberly excited! nyahaa.

yall must be clueless for now. but wth. let the suspense creep in further. HAH.

was abt 30mins ago since i reached hme frm ijc. i've yet to eat. or change. or do my day's prayers! *tsk tsk, yes that bad.* so why on earth am i updating so enthuly.???

COS. this is gonna be the very first entry that im writing, using my (kay, not just mine, but u get the point.) very first notebook! woots! nyahahaa.! so duh* im happy!

aights. im super busy tonight, considering there's 3 tutorials in my timetable tmr. PLUS, i've a very last-minute chem project that is due on thurs! hah. im not the onli one at fault here ok! heh.

so yes, busy busy lady here. so dun disturb! HAH. but reali lah, im super super happy. plus i have floorball tmr!! nyahaa. All SmiLes! =))

*i love you, and you, and you!!
thank youuuu.! Muaahs! hee!*

*THIRTY FIVE!*

nyahahaa. yeahs!

today's another great day! awesome. I LOVE MY FAMILY. nyahaa. =)) for slightly more details, visit aimah's blog aights. hee. i'll post the pics ASAP, so do check out later, tat is if u noe where to find it. =D

To My Dearest, Dearest Dad,
Mohamed Sani Bin Darhan...

HAPPY ##TH BIRTHDAY
BAPAK!!!

Hope you enjoyed today! as much as we all did in making this a memorable bday! hee. Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan sentiasa diberkati AllahSwT. amin. AND.

WE LOVE YOU till ETERNITY!!! INFINITELY!!! FOREVERLY!!!
*muaaahs!*

So yes. may happiness always surround you, and ur burdens be lessen in nurturing n bringing all 5 of us up. We're sucha blessed children to haf a father like you. im serious.
we may never be able to repay all that u've done for us, but i noe tat i'll pray every single day for god to give you what you've earned. i love you. always always always. hee. =))

*happy, happy family!!!*

*SEVENTEEN!*

Dear ZAHIRAH KHAN!

On this jambu day, 21st January 2006, which falls on a jambu weekend, i am dedicating this jambu entry, in my jambu blog, for a very very jambu lady.. You, IrahJambu.! woots! hee. =))

With That Said. Here Are My Well Wishes. Well Jambu, Well Wishes Aights! nyahaha. May Your Deepest Desires Be Fulfilled, Your Wishes Be Granted, And Your Life Ahead Be Surrounded With Lots More Happiness. All SmiLes! so yes...

HAPPY SEVENTEENth BIRTHDAY ZAHIRAH!!!

I LOVEd YOU YESTERDAY. I LOVE YOU TODAY. I'll LOVE YOU TOMMOROW. and i shall CONTINUE LOVING YOU ALWAYS! *muaahs!!!* how.? sounds mushy enough for you.? HEE!

*i noe u're having the bestest birthday ever,
but that doesnt mean you can forget about..
GIVING ME A PIECE OF UR CAKE!!!*

nyahahaa. =))

*the burger king story*

eh.

are yall getting piss at me cos i've been saying wd a great day i had, thruout this week.? im SO sori! once again, i hafta say. today's Great! hee. =)

had a worm-eating teacher for 1st period. Hee! for once, im not that lost in chem. redox! =D

had to ans a ques for GP to d whole class. what's the one thing you would want to change in the world. something like tat. and i ended up asnwering like wad a pageant contestant wud. world peace! x)

bio pract is boo. so leceh. n wasnt in the mood. hah.

Mrs Bio said, "which sch u're frm.? ouwh! d one wif d pastel green skirt!" now tell me, was tt an insult.? hah!

Floorball training was okay lah. i werent as tired, prolly cos we slacked. n i pity our coach. i cud see the disappointment in his eyes. HaH! plus he punished us wif sixteen push-ups. hmphs.

game was great. as usual, 5 of us in a team. me, dee, irah, fadh, tikah. n thk god we're all experts in diff areas, reali. defenders and forwards. so yes, once again, worked out well. hee. =)

after sch. hee. so sori to irah that things dint worked out as planned. lots of issues. but yeah. im so glad tt everyone put an effort in turning up sey! ish! i sooo luv yall! alot alot! hee. =))

wait! i want to name yall! in order of sits! hah! ME! SYA! NAZ! CHER! DEE! MARIA! YUNI! IRAH! hee. =D catched up on stuffs. smiled alot! hapiii! hee. n took a SCAMZS pic! though i lk horrible, ouh wells. hapiii!

got home. dinner. yada2. dennn. chatted wif my parents! hee. ey, i luv them alot alot too okays! was erms, relieving lah. realized how much i miss our usual catching-up sessions, since im always home ouh-so-late nowadays. hmphs.

NONETHELESS. today is Great! to irah, as promised..

HAPPY ADVANCED 17TH BIRTHDAY! woots! =))

a dedicated post to zahirah khan wud be up tmr, technically. so yes. no promises, but hee.

im done. are you.? so wad r u waiting for.? TAG ME! mwahaha. im NUTS. eh no, naz's nuts aight.? uh. im, kays, another version of NUTS. hee.

*physically and emotionally drained,
but im holding on strong,
for i noe i haf my darlings by my side.*

*all smiles.*

*Happy Scamzs 1st Anniversary!*

hola pple.

i haf to say. that once again. today's great.

totally an emotinal roller-coaster day. i realised. i cant live alone. not ever! just one hour of solitude is enuff to wake me up. hah! so yes. i need my pple around me! come, save me!

and yes! haf u heard.? today's Scamzs 1st anniversary! mwahaha. to all my darling scamzs. thanks a million x3 for everything tt happened in 2005! hee. luv yall.

n FYI. within this 24hrs period. i've heard of at least 4 pple hu's telling me, be consistent. n TAT, is a problem. nyahaha. nvm. i'll learn soon enuff.

aights! tmr shud be just as great. so yeah. nites! btw, my body's aching all over! mwahaa.

*great.*

*blardy functions.*

seriously.

today was great. i was such in a high mood thruout the day. i luv ijc.

...till i got home. wat the hell sey. communication breakdown issit.? how come everyone else in my CG seems to noe tt we're expected to complete the whole assignment by tmr's Maths Tutorial.? n i noe NUTS abt it.??

im hating h2 maths rite now okay. im so totally entirely fully lost. i ruined amaths at sec4 so badly. tt now im drowning. I HATE FUNCTIONS.

and i hate not knowing how to use the super expensive GC. it cost sooo much, have alllll the apps u can tink of, yet ubberly complicated n NON-user frenly! URGH.

practically stared hard at tt blardy assignment for an hour, and all i managed was question ONE.

im soooo frustrated! im soooo pissed! im soooo drained! I HATE H2 MATHS.

now, dun say tt u told me so. i noe u're not in favour wif the decisions i made. but reali. stop tormenting me for it. its reali not any better elsewhere, n u're not helping.

god. how come i suddenly feel like giving it all up. the cca, the ppl, the jc, the education itself. andd the life. god. why did i even bother in the first place.? aights, i noe i cant. at least not halfway thru. im not like dat. pls, munirah, remember tat.

whatever lah ehhh. my stomach needs food now. for my blardy slow brain to function. tink im mugging thru the night. i want that assignment completed. i dun even noe why im so worked out about jc studies rite now. when pple keep telling me tat 3mths course is for fun.

i simply dun see what all the fun is about when at the end of the day, u'll struggle thru ur education. i regret my upper sec life, wholeheartedly. i shud haf tried harder. i noe i can do better, i cud haf done better. if onli i was more aware then, of where tis is heading. chicken fish mcnugget lah.

wads done is done. i ought to stop saying shud or cud or ifs. but i can say chicken fish mcnugget lah.

*i almost always pick the worst time,
to haf the best moments.
so hu's fault is it now that u're regretting it all.?
urself lah, moron.*

*selected pple*

nyahaa.

yerps yerps. we got selected, all. so yeah. i figure its no big deal lah eh.? since everyone got in no matter how much butt muscles we cramped.

today. one word. funnn.

btw. our coach is super fun. sarcastically fun. frenly lah. kays, u get the pic. ahah!

now im dead beat. floorball trainings starts tmr. so yes. im off for my beddd. woots! hee. =)

*blend in the crowd...*

*slip away.*

aights. i just realize tat it was 4 days ago tat i last updated.

mwahaha.

niways. fyi. im luving life in ijc. hee.

thurs was funnn. though we did nothing for PE, floorball try-out was a great workout. the seniors in floorball were very welcoming. hee.

n did u noe.? the last time i ever did any exercise was abt 3 mths ago, before all those frantic mugging for O's. n sudd, dey make me run 800m without any stretchings! by the 600m, my leg was already stiff. n at the end of it all, i had butt cramps! serious! nyahahaa. well, at least i dint get any stitches.

got home at almost 9pm. guess i haf to get use to it if im planning to stay on in ijc. tat's like missing a whole day of prayers. well, i'll find ways to solve that. sooner or later, i guess. hee.

friday was fun too. met up wif maria! woots. n got hugs frm myra! nyahahaa. yeahs. i sure do miss ai a hell lot! hmphs. of cos, thz to dee for making it a memorable trip. tat fire extinguisher incident. gosh* the taste of those powders were blardy disgusting, i tell u! hah!

saturday. hmms. tink i practically slept my whole day thru. exhausted frm the wk of sch. early morning wake up calls, lectures thruout the day, out till late evenings. especially the walking! mann, ijc is very inaccessible. no bus services to the main gate! heh.

ouh yes. went to Semb SC wif my family yesty nite. bought some stuffs and ate out. i was totally dead beat sey. wasnt looking forward to the outing. but hey, it turned out well. pretty well i'd say. hah.

n Boo! my bpak n abg got new hps. great uh. hah. not tt i reali needed a new one rite noe. buttt, it has cameras n bluetooth, which makes me wonder why my abg still want tat camera my tok gave us sooo badly. plus, the showing offs is obviously pissing me off, cant u get the pic.?? i once made it clear, grasp the facts already! i dun torelate ignorance well at all.

and. im always the one blamed for not being nice to him. come on lah! respecting him is one thing, feeling irritated is another! i cant respect him yet feel irritated at the same time, can i.?? u change, or rather STOP. n i'll give wad u ought to get. my respect. cant u parents understand.?

haiz. seriously, i tink i onli start hating him when my parents are around. otherwise, i tink he noes how to not piss me. like, he's purposely doing things tt wud mke me shoot unhappening remarks at their presence. wif tt. i shall now learn to avoid being in the same area when both parties are around. which means after 5pm, abg dir, u're invisible.

dun get me wrong. i still do luv my brother. reali.

*if tat camera aint mine,
and i dun trust the photographer,
then my face aint gonna be in tt thingy.
get the picture.?*

*eleven deeee.*

heylo once again.

fyi, yesty was fun lah. n tat's definitely nothing new, since i enjoy every opportunity of a family gathering. cos i get to be the oldest lady grandchild, most respected amongst my cuz, yet be childish subsequently. get the pic.? nyahaa.

btw, my dearest grandy gave us a digi cam. the one dat he bought, but apparently dint noe the relevance of it other den taking pics. like, how m i suppose to develop the pics when dere's no film kinda mentality. but watever, i luv my grands oraits. hee.

AND! finally got our CGs. civics group. in aiss, dey call it, class. and we got a pretty funnn CT, civics tutor. which, again, in aiss, dey call it, form teacher. nyahaa.

like how i predicted, im not destined to be classmates wif my darlings. its sucha irony, reali. 5 of us wif exactly d same sub combi, 5 CGs for tat particular combi. and we're all seperated. kay, bedek. dey all get a lady aiss partner. except me. i got tis ai guy whom i've nv ever spoke to b4. ish.

and pls. best ting is stay away when im all teary. consoling wun do much, other den triggering more tear ducts. but hey. reali. wads tat all about.? heh~

plus. the one particular being tat i most definitely put in every effort to stay away from, is in my class. see, like ijc cant piss me enuf.? hmphs. den again, i've learnt to make him invisible. nyahaha.

overall. i tink, its not tat bad lah. just as i tot i might just quit 3mths, i find ijc relatively interesting. i haf to say tat the retainees especially, is veryyy welcoming. hah! for eg, my new found buddy in class! its reali hard to pronounce his name uh. nyahaa.

ouwhs yes. at least everyone in CG aint tat reluctant to flash a smile. kays, maybe not everyone. but at least everyone tat i need to noe of. hah.

PLUSss! i've already ordered tt super ex graphic calc. plus getting myself an Ijc PE-tee. anddd heading for floorball try-outs tmr. so im bound to stay in ijc, a bit more longer den i expected. hee.

yerps. everything seems perfectly okay. so im done.

wait. we had to fill some forms. and i dint noe wad blood grp im in! gosh*! or wad race i am! was i suppose to write, malay, or javanese.? nyahaa. either way, wrote both! hee.

and had to answer some ques for econs lecture! who motivates you, studies wise lah. and seriously, the first ans tat came beeping in my head was. my parents. hee. =)

reali, dey're the best. im just purely glad tat dey make every effort to be involve in my life, playing the role of parents. thankful for tat. anddd. refraining me frm being anywhere near gejalah sosial. ehems. i noe my rights/responsibilities n boundaries being a muslim aights. dey thought me well.

for everything else. im looking forward to another day in JC!
it feels good. nah x6. i noe tat i wud. nah x6. so good! so good! it feels good~ nyahahaa.

*wad is tis world turning into,
when ties tat bond aint even appreciated.?*

*hee!*

for once,

im finally enjoying school. nyahaha. though yes, i do realise we've yet to be sorted out into our classes. but wth. today was pleasant.

lectures finally started. lecture notes finally distributed. lecturers finally, erms, lectured.? n our lecture theaters are superb! though ALL of my lectures were onli in LT1. nyahaha.

uh see. im hyper. cos today is terrific! now i just wish tat my classmates wud include those tat i want to be included. ahah.

plus, i hafta say, i reali dun mind my tribemates nimore. some are reali frenly pple, forever willing to flash me a smile. hee. nonetheless, i sooo did not appreciate the constant coughing frm tat tribeguy hu sat behind me. ahah!

n yes! slamat hari raya u pple! hee! =))

gosh* tmr's gonna be funnn. gathering at my nek's wif my cousins n all. so yes, shud be fun. dey'll prolly visit some masjid to ziarah those kambengs while dey're on the death beds. nyahaa.

n hee. i soo luv hearing the takbir. be it on radio or wherever lah. especially when my whole family do it. very very, erms. im lost for words lah. u noe how pathetic my vocab is rite~ nyahaa.

so yes. tat's all, i guess.

haf fun celebrating the day where kambings get slaughtered, pple go for pilgrimage, n school being close for a day! hee. Selamat Hari Raya! =)

*perfect.*

*hmms.*

ouwh my.

im beginning to wori abt my subject combination. and especially the class tat i'll be posted to.

primarily, my agg was a pathetic nineteen. which wud put me among the last few in line for de sub comb tat i applied for. gosh. wad if im not eligible for the course, den dey'll just dump me to any other class were dere's vacancy! Nooo!!

nyahaha. im getting real paranoid. reali reali.

alah. i just want my pple lah. i dunno why, i just NeeD my pple! for all i care, i might turn into a sasterawan [irah! ehems, ehem.] at least i'll get her in my class AGAIN~ nyahahaa. dere's at least 3 pple tat i noe of hu's applying for the exact sub comb as mine. and if im reali reali destined to be away frm dese ppl and end up in a totally diff class, den i haf nothing more to say.

but to go AWOL thruout my 3mths course! woots! nyahahaa.

in the first place. i tink i might be insane to haf been influenced into opting for that course. or maybe i was the one influencing dem.? either way, yeahs. insanity!

FYI. was H2 maths, bio, chem. and h1 ECONS! nyahaa. yes yes. i noe many of u did warn me abt choosing econs. yet, many of u too did encourage me abt picking econs, AND flunking our papers together. so yeahs, oraits! ahah.

let's flunk econs! bedek!

among my new yrs' resolution. i shud make every attemp in passing all my subs, even if its a borderline pass. hee.

so yes. pray pray pray. let me get my desired course, let me get my darlings in my class. let me not fail econs! woots! =))

*hyper now. god noes why.*

*cant wait for class. lectures, assignments, projects.
bring it on!
and pls, dun make me take back my words, again!*

*zips.*

kays, lets start back.

maybe my grp aint tat bad. maybe i dun hate my grp tat much.

maybe the orientation days aint tat pathetic. maybe its fantastic.

but reali reali. i cant say i enjoyed it tat much lah. was very, mundane. i dint get a glimpse of enthusiasm on my part. predominantly due to the fact tat my darlings werent in my grp.

i tot i'd say, i wish i was in their grp. but after much deliberation.?

NAH! miccosukee got the golden maple leave. we rock!

nyahahaa. we ought to win. otherwise, i'd be ultimately frustrated by the fact tat they made me get up close n personal wif all my tribemates during the squeezing games, n scrap my hands during the rolling game, and drench myself in the, erms. splashing game.? hah. yeahs.

i hafta admit. dere was a tiny winy bit of fun lah. reali. hee. our OGLs were awesome i guess, steven, chee wee, and all. and dere were some fun pple in maricopa. reali. hee. [ps, im just naming some stuffs tat i tink i may need to be reminded of laterrr. nyahaa.]

oraits. needta go. wait, just a reminder for myself.

dear muni, pls pls pls dun write bad stuffs abt ur tribe, cos apparently, ur email addy haf been distributed to ur tribemates, thus they may find ur friendster acc, which will lead them here, and read ur reali reali worthless, nonsensical, ubber-crappy entries. thank u.

*lets cheer wif me!
gosh. it's ringing in my head,
over n over again!*

*boo. hoo. hoo.*

damn.

i hate my grp. alot alot alot.

i dunno lah eh. everything was perfect, except for the pple in my grp. as in. i need my pple, n not dose pple. *shivers*

watever it is. guess it went well uh. wif 75% of the time, im lost. standing around, like a lonely idiot. urgh. yes yes. i hate the grp im in. i noe everybody, we talk. but i feel so, strange. partly cos im the onli mly gerl dere, n cos, i dunno lah. heh.

IM GONNA STAY AS FAR FAR AWAY FRM MY TRIBE, WHENEVER THE OPPORTUNITY ARISE.

seriously, except for tat. ijc is great lah. building, seniors, some teachers, MY OLD frens. and the morning group walk. hee. ouwhs! n the evening gg-home walk, plus trip to cwp anytime we want. AND, got to meet up wif maria, hee.

so yeahs. overall, nice, but sucha bummer dat we hafta spend the whole day wif our tribe. hmphs. ouwhs btw, i got a RED tee. heh. one perfect, the other oversized wif a white stain even before i wear it!

to tink tat i paid 20bucks for tat, n a dented bottle, wif a relatively nice shoebag, and M1 plastic bag. we were like walking endorsement. eheh.

shucks. y am i complaining so much. gawd. kays lah. im thankful for getting into IJC.

but. pls end this orientation thingy, FAST. i want my classroom. WITHOUT some of the *urgH* guys frm my grp. nyahaha.

better pick properly. think thoroughly before deciding. otherwise, i might just be stuck wif those nutheads, for TWO years. ouwhs. no no nooo.

taa. i totally need my bed. im bumped. entirely, top to toe. arghhhhh.

*im taking back my words.
im sooo NOT luving it.
so dun bring it on, plssss.*

*woots!*

Happy new year all u old pple!

nyahaha. tmr's sch. innova, woots! after all the dreaded tots. n all the arrangement for tmr's meeting. i've decided.

i cant wait! woo. watever will be, will be. so yeah. new sch.? new pple.? new grp.? Bring It On!

all smiles pple. another year comes. soon, tis yr will pass. so while u're at it, Enjoy! hee.

*im luving it.*

*hmms.*

ouwh my.

i had a dozen of things to write earlier on. but, my gatal fingers just had to check my darling's updates. n gosh* all my thought were up, but in a diff perspective tat is.

still! gosh. im utterly speechless lah. deir updates were sort of touching, or rather memorable. and very insightful. eheh.

sya's entry got me thinking abt those gd old pri sch days. how i'd hate her for getting 1st in class, n leaving me wif 2nd place. though i dun mind lah, i've always luved the no TWO. nyahaa. yes. sweet sweet memories. i too wonder wad drive me to studying.

n i recalled. my dad was actually upset wif me in dose kindergaten days when i dint get top 3. n i cried in my bed to sleep. heh. i dint even noe y. kays, maybe i interpreted the situation wrongly. hah.

den yuni's. nyahaa. sec sch life. gosh* hers made me open back all those previous memorable entries, during conflicting times. eheh. im so sori lah eh. was sucha ass sey. so many times plak tu! ishh.

watever it is. i luv how things have turned out to be. maybe there's a bit of wrong-ness here n dere. still. im satisfied.

to those i've done ouwh-so-many wrongs to, especially all my dear darlings. im utterly sori.

a new year is beginning. let's start again. friends everyone.? hee.

*im now looking forward,
to the new atmosphere, to the new faces.*

*native indian crap*

Bode'Wadmi my butt lahhh.

yeahs, tat's exactly wad naz said. n i totally agree. nyahahaa.

bullshit. nobody i noe is in my grp. just cos im born in earli aug, n none of my darlings were born around my time. ishhh! now i wish maria got into ijc, confirm we'll at least be in grp TWENTY.

kays, nvm. shall stop fretting over it. wads so wrong abt making new frens.?

SO WRONG. especially since my personality type told me tat im resistant to changes, which is true. sooo. i just hope there's some frendly being in my grp, hu wud be kind enuf to haf me as a fren. nyahahaa.

n yeah, can somebody tell me how many peeps are dere in JC1.? it seems to be a WHOLE LOT, since dere's at least 31 grps! gosh*

ouwhs, btw. i baked tarts n cookies today! hee. all smiles!

*dun wori, u'll fit in just fine!
BEDEK!!! mwahahaa*

*towny town*

heya.

gawd. decided to tag along wif my aunt to bedok, instead of tat party, just so tat i can avoid the town area. and yet. we went there. but was super fun lah. nyahahaa.

i just simply hate the crowd lah. and the business of things. ishhh.

was raining. but heck. i luv the rain, though my feet wud be soaked n stuffs like tat. rain is sucha blessing. reminds me of our fridays in sec3's gys after sch. remember.?? hee!

niways. walk2. ate alot, gosh. n got ourselves new watches. hee. credits to my aunt n uncle. was their choice uh. n they paid for it. as always. hee.

got home, relatively late i guess. gawd, fell asleep in the bus! was super cold n comfy. hee.

n now. im blogging. wad a life. hah.

ouwhs yes yes! yesty, visited my cuz. she just had a boy. gosh* tat baby totally look like his bro! which is a gd thing uh, cos they're both cute. ahah.

kays. planned to go out wif my adek laterrr. or wif my parents, again. hee!

other den tat, im ToTally not ready for sch! nyahaa. though, i cant wait! ahahahah. blardy nonsense.

*the irony of life.*

*home sweet home*

oraits.

i've got to rush cos im going out soon. but just to let you fellow bloggers noe, im Back at Home! the house-hopping was super funnn. shall elaborate, later2.? or maybe not. ahah.

either way. i did stumble across comps at all their houses, except that having 8 other lil children around, practically deprived me of my turn to use the comp. ouwh wells, dint matter.

so yeahs. till next time, take care yall! =)

*home, home, home.*

*Tataa!*

dint want to ruin the previous entry, but i've got to type this.

today, till i dunno when. prolly nxt Monday, or Tues.. i'll be house-hopping! erms, tats a new term my fellow blogger hu got A1 for his Eng N's created. gosh, im jealous! nyahaa.

so yeahs. spending my nite at my aunt, den nenek, den cuzs. i shall update asap. thus! till i encounter a comp wif internet conn, i'll miss yall! Tataa.

*this is home, truly.
nyahahaa.*

*muaahs!*

i've just polished my voice from all those practices, so here i go!

Happy Birthday to my darling!
Happy Birthday to my sweetie!
Happy Birthday to CHERYL, SOH WEI QIN!
Happy Birthday to youuu!

yerPs! u've got it rite! Today. Twenty December Two Thousand and Five. Sixteen years ago. This gorgeous lady was born! n now, sixteen years later. she's a dear dearrr darling of mine. and an important part of SCAMZS.

for without her, there wud not be blablarishes.
without her, there wud not be any squek-squek area.
and definitely, without her, our clan wud be hideously called, SAMZS!

oh my god. no, u see. without her, we're not scamzs. and there's no memorable sec 4 days without scamzs. and you've definitely played an important part in our lives, aint i rite fellow SCAMZS-ers.? yeahh. i noe. and now, im missing you. hmphs! we shall meet on the 19th for our scamzs gathering, and for tat, im looking forward to seeing u again!

So there you go. a special entry dedicated on this special day, for this special lady named, Cheryl. All Smiles darling! =))


*i never did abandon you, gosh.
i just never had the time to spend wif yall.
and i realised just how much i miss those gd old days.*

*mann. i miss yall uh!*

heyy.

bad bad bad. tmr's cher's bday and i cant tag along coz i've already made plans wif my aunt. sheeshhh. now i'm missing them all, badddly.

kays, maybe not yuni n naz as much uh, cos at least i noe i'll see them on 3rd jan. hee! but Cher!! hmphs. fine! make sure we meet on 19Jan! kay kay.??

okay. set. niways. tmr, im out wif my aunt. den, sleeping over at her house. n plans thruout my whole week. so im not sure when i'll be updating. cos im gonna be away frm this comp.

till den. see ya!

*perfect. simply perfect.*

*done*

ouwhs okays.

i've revived! nyahahahaa. finally! some darlings went online. yuni n irah just cant prevent me from laughing uh. so here i am. all cheered up! hah.

gosh* did u noe.? practically all the pple i'm afraid i wud miss next year, got into Innova! and in the same course! brilliant ey? woohooo!

but sadly. Maria, Sya, and Farah cant tag along cos they're definitely the smarter bunch. either way, im happy for them! Nanyang, Meridien and National are super JCs! so yeah, Woos!

let me just name some hu'll be stuck wif me! nyahahaa. Dee in particular! and of coz, my darling members of scamzs! though not all, hmphs. next yr wud be sumting like, samz? euws! kay, forget it! there's naz, yuni, irahJambu! woots! and my hmt darlings, tikah n fadh! rodh n weiting too! nyahahaa. fun fun fun.

kays. so i dun have to wori about not fitting in, cos i have all the pple tat i need to fit in with. Hee! =))

tat's another entry for today! the 3rd one! gosh* oraits! TaTa!

*drift my mind away.
far far away.*

*sickers.*

no, no.

i dun hate you. i possibly cant. duh*

wad is this life all about.? am i expected to appreciate it.? nah. i no longer noe wads there to appreciate. so are you gonna tell me.?

ouh no. dun bother, really. i wun hear. i'll learn it on my own. just like how i always prefer doing things on my own accord. so dun tell me, really.

*the one thing i did wrong was not doing anything.
and im not sorry, cos i dun noe if i shud be.
just like how u dun noe how much it hurts.*

*Innova, here i come!*

Woohoo!

darn. im so so sooo happy! u dun haf to guess, cos im telling. got into innova! woohoo. i wudnt be this happy if i was a ten pointer. the thing is, i barely made it in there wif my pathetic prelims aggregate. gosh*

still. im super super happy. nyahahaa.

psst. i shudnt have checked my results! was supposed to wait for dee n maria. but ouwh wells, anxiety got the better of me. nyahahaa.

FYI. they're cuming over later, about 1.30? yerps. so i cheated. yada yada~ nyahahaa. den we're prolly gonna catch some dvds. yada yada.

ouwh yes. mom baked lagsana, partly for them, but also cos my dad has been yearning for it. nyahahaa. gosh* i can smell it frm here already. hah!

kay kay. gtg. gotta clean up or sumting. tata!

*pathetic lah you.*

*I'm Back!*

WooHoooo!

im back. for real, this time round. nyahaha.

would Luvvvvv to post a super long entry. butttt. im sort of busy now. nyahahaa. absence makes the heart grow fonder. in my case, the internet.? bleargh, utter nonsence.

oraits. gtg. have yet to eat anything since morning, cos im too engross wif this comp. nyahaa. nowww. im gonna have lunch. and dennn. paint half of my room! hah!

so tata yall! =))

*ouwhs. Im luving it~!*

*The End!*

sori pple.

my comp's still down. so yall still have to wait.

shit! GOT to GO! urgently. tata!

*hiatus commencing*

This Blog Is On HIATUS.
PS: It has NOT been shut down. It’s just TEMPORARILY down.

*still on hiatus. heh.*

missed me.?

nyahahaa. dun bother lah.

erms. just to let you noe. i screwed up my prelims. not exactly totally badly, but hey, it's bad enough. hah. with that. it confirms that my internet would not be revived for months to come.

watever it is. im happy. HAH.

ey wait. im not. this stupid comp is sooo lagging. service is like, erPs. nyahaa.

kays. see yall sooooon. Daa!

and ouwh ouwhs! to those hu's gonna be sitting for ur end-of-year papers. All the Very Best! that goes to all dear sec oners, two-ers, three-ers. hah. and to those sitting ur N'levels next week. all the very best too!

that's the end of me, for now! hiatus is back in business. though i noe yall no longer visit! hmphs! nyahaha. all SmiLes People!

*watever will be,
will be.*

*sories peeps.*

okeys.

let me clear some things out.

my comp's no longer sick.

but.

we've decided not to reconnect the internet. erms. sensible enough.?

alahhh. exams are getting the better of me. n comps WIF INTERNET would be the onli thing getting the better of me, on top of exams. ahakz. get it.?

sooo. it's reali for my own good uh. im soo sori to be leaving this beloved blogging world [temporarily] but hey, look on the bright side! if i get 10points or below for my O's. I'd have my beautiful entries next yr! hah.

so yeahs. this is the end of me. For Now. Definitely will be back after all this stupid examinations. tat's in about 3months from now.? hee. maybe i'll check in a couple of times, on a monthly basis.? hah.

ouwhs yeahs. the past-past unposted entries are posted. so read them at ur own will. nyahaa.

Taa~! People. Luv yall. *Muaahs*

*THE END.*

20 August 2005 - ??.??pm - *In conclusion.*

sad sad.

As of next week, my days would be filled with prelim practical exams, which is HUGE. *bummer*

As of next week, my days would be filled with mock exams. Followed by Prelim exams, after the assumed Sept holidays.

In weeks to come, my fasting days would be filled with extreme mugging. Followed by a pathetic Hari Raya in which my spirits would be totally dampen by the disturbing thoughts of O’Levels Exams 2 days later.

In weeks to come. My Syawal month would be filled wif the actually O’Levels papers for at least 2+weeks.? Which means. Totally ruining my End-of-the-LAST-year in Aiss. Lalalaa.

In months to come. I would like to return to aiss, having a cheek-ache from endless smiles for receiving a certificate where I’d be on cloud nine. With that, on top of the countless prayers that I pray of. I need time off my beloved blogging world, to at least put in some efforts for my Big O’s.

Plus. doubt my comp would ever be totally healed. With that. I now, no longer feels the urge or the necessity to come online. AND. I do not wish to expand my social circle any much more than how it already is. Walking around in sch wif ppl constantly waving, Munirah-ing, and smiling is rather exhaustive.

THOUGH. Im luving it! Nyahahaa. thank u pple. *all smiles* =)

In conclusion.
My blog would be on hiatus, for a pretty long kind of temporary. Im not shutting it down, that’ll be too depressing, since it’s been alive for a yr, now. But it’s in a coma. I’ll revive it ASAP. Heh.

Thank you people. You’ve made my life, interesting, all these while. But I’ve got lotsa preparations needed to be done for this mountain I’m gonna climb. Pray for me! =))

*let the rain fall down,
and wake my dreams.*

*let it wash away,
my sanity.*

*falling.*

oops.

Hadn’t had the time to update 2 days ago. So erms..
Happy belated birthday Shafinaz! *muaahs* *muaahs*
Shant elaborate. Im sure it was a great bday on her behalf. I mean, how much sweeter can Sethu get to have bought her a 29bucks bday cake.? Hah. Sweet sixteen nuts darling.! =)

Like I said, things have been rather, rushy, lately. Cos I realized I noe NuTs abt my humanities and sciences subjects. And prelim’s just a bunch of days away. Heh.

For once, I paid attention to the speaker during assembly. Stefen ???? hah. Cant remember his surname. Erms. Was that S’porean guy hu summited Mt Everest. Woos. Extreme kewlness. And he was utterly charismatic, one way or another. So yeahs. Two thumbs up!

Sooooooo! Like what MrPrincipal said. Go climb ur own mountain!!! Im gonna reflect on the mountains that im gonna climb. And the preparations.? HAH.

NO FAIR! Irah’s got someone to remind her to wake up. I WANT A REMINDER-ER TOO!!! Nyahahahaa. Hmphs. Wake Up! Wake Up!!

After sch. utter catastrophe. Got to class at 1.50pm++ when the Bio Paper was supposed to start at 1.15pm. nyahaha. Irah n me cruise through the paper. And erms. Apparently. We finished at 2.15pm, just like the others. Am eager to see our results! Surely a horrendous Tsunami attack!! Hahhhh.

Ouwhs ouwhs. Erms. I found out. My eng oral invigilators, were my brother’s teachers. From YSS. And erms, our MrEng failed to tell us there’s some changes to the oral exam format. Eheks. Nvm uh, over n done with. And my abg just sat for his oral today..

Gosh* im soo nervous sey. Competition in studies amongst siblings IS a factor leading to sibling rivalry. Nyahahaa. BOO him uh. Menyebok jek. An added pressure, especially since im expected to be the one doing better.

What if I dun do better.?

What if I dun even do well!? What if I fail any subjects.? What if I dun get my 10points!?! What if I aced my other subjects, but totally screw up in ENGLISH.? What if my results turn out sooooo darn bad, that I cant even enter YJC!? And what would I tell my sedare-s. grands. Teachers. Friends. PARENTS.? What would I tell my abg if he does better!

SHIT!
Ouwhs. Sories. MrEng personally told me tat im not allowed to use SHIT! in my narratives. But! He said. An alternative would be.

DAMN IT!!!

*argh, shit lahhh.
so damn it!!!*

*I tried.*

hmphs.

Still no internet. Think im beginning to get the hang of this unposted entries thingy. HaH. Wad bout shutting down my blog.? Lalalaa.

They got their Mly O’s result on Friday. Ehekz. Congrats to all those distinction-ers. That include my darlings, though curses to Irah for getting a blardy A2 when she deserve a B4! Nyahaa. Jk.

Mannn. Was fun seeing all those anxious faces, while im the most peaceful being alive for I already secure an A1 months back. Hahkz! now. BORING.! We’re back at the same level. Nyahahaa.

Had Freaking English O’s Oral after sch on Friday. Darn it. another total screw up. Blearghhhhh.

“What is the one thing that you wish you had told someone, but you didn’t.”

“…My grandmother once told me about… erms…”

“what was it.? [prompts. Prompts. More prompts.]…”

“erms. Can I change to another story.? Forget about that grandmother thingy…”

I tried lying. But I simply cant. So. It was apparent to the examiners that I TRIED lying. I hope they give marks for the effort. Nyahahaa.

“People nowadays take for granted their lifestyle and expectations. To what extent do you agree.”

luvvv this question. Kays, I crapped. Duh* but at least it makes u sound more intellectual than such stupid questions abt what u wished u had told someone. Like, Bleargh!

Maybe I should reconsider being in the Argumentative Compo Class. Narrating clearly aint my area of expertise. But Im sooo luving MrBurtonRow’s Class! Hahkz.

And I realize. Why it is that some of you secOners think I look ‘ingenious’ [though pple cant look ingenious, it sounds grammatically wrong kan.? Hah.]
Just being in the second express class of the sec4 level in sch, does not make you look clever. That’s too stereotyped a point. Would I still look clever if I were in a different class.? Is so, then im totally honoured. Nyahaa.

Ouwh yeahs. Went out wif aimah yesty. Got that peanut’s present. Nyahaa. And erms, I happen to find a lot of familiar things. *laugh laugh laugh*

Ouwhs ouwhs.! I saw our dearest CikguKelasMelayuKorang at the SP place at Civics Centre! Nyahaa. was darn flabbergasted. So I kinda ran away, accidentally. *oops!* didn’t she told us to salam her if we see her outside sch.? Maaf yer cikgu.!

And and! I saw our ex-hmt-trainee-teacher whom we used to refer to as Doraemon at the mrt. Sya! Ring any bells.? I cant remember her Real name sey! Gosh* nyahaa.

Okays. Thank goodness, none thereafter. I cant take seeing any more teachers on a Saturday. GO AWAY!!! Nyahahaa.

Ey! Ahh! My grands came over today! Hee. =)) how sweet on their behalf. As in, for no apparent reason, but to just see how we’re doing. Nyahaa. Luv luv luv, them.

*I know im praying,
for much too much, but could you pls…*

*where’s the photogenic me.?*

nyahaa.

Photogenic me.? Dream on uh. Doubt I’d ever appear looking great in any pictures!

Yada yada. Took a passport sized photo today. For that sch mag pg dedicated to the graduating classes. I guess yall have figured how it turned out ey.? Nyahaa.

Mannn. Curses for procrastinating. And for 3hrs of tanning while playing netball few days back that turned my photo into a darkkk looking creature in front of a white background! Nyahaa.

To think tat I paid 6bucks for a hideous little sumting, gosh* wad luck I have to get a form teacher who couldn’t care less while other classes get a FOC pic taken by their form teacher. Heh.

Sch was as per normal I guess. Normal as in, fun. =) Surprisingly, a dearest fren of mine had to serve in-house suspension. Reason being.? Perpetual late-comer. HAH. Waddd the heck.

I sooo hate HER. Sorry e-mail.? Nyahahaa!!! you must have misunderstood that issue. That e-mail served as a purpose of handing up my project, remember.? The tiny winy sorry part, was more of a pitiful note for you to have been such a paranoid abt us skipping lessons. Gosh* I thought u’d be muchhh cleverer than that! Wad’s her problem anyway? I do understand that my name’s the only one that can fit into her brainnn, but Puh-Lease.? So unprofessional! *urgh*

SSP was superrr enjoyable, thz to dearest dee & irah. Yettt, very productive. And informative! Hah. Great discussion. We totally have to work on our short attention span! HaH.

Oraits. Done done. Wait, Wondering. Wad if I dun hand in that horrendous photo of mine.? Would they leave my dedicated space blank, empty, hollow.? If so, Great! Den I’ll wonder again, may I seek special request of putting a label across my space.? Nyahaa.

A label, that would probably go sumting like… -Peacefully DECEASED-

*ouwhs shut up.
Dun tell me about stupid comebacks.*

*and and peanuts!
Congratulations. =))*

*and and and darlings!
All the best for ur Mly O’s Results! And O’s oral! =))*

*Happy Birthday Singapore!*

heyy.

I assume its gonna be another week before yall read this. Hah.

It’s National Day! Woo. No school. Hehkz. Makes no different I guess. Am still just as dysfunctional as ever. No work done! Hee.

Celebration in school yesty was, okay. Rain rain. Yada yada in hall was *yawn*ish. but the fruit juice and brownies were yummy. Hah.

Had the “Are You Game Enough” matches soon later. Was erPs about the instruction given, so we got slightly lost. Nyahahaa. Went to the volleyball court, looked at the field, headed to the courtyard. Nopeees.

So yeahs. Apparently, our netball match was at the Carpark. Duh**

We finally played, after the netballers had a 15mins or so discussion on how to go about with the scoring system. Heh. I couldn’t care less, the sight of those pple dominating the place peeve me. I realy2 should have learnt my lesson from last yr’s match. Hah.

We won the champion trophy. After 5 relatively relaxing all-win matches followed by the victory over an intimidating-but-apparent-just-a-bunch-of-stuck-ups in the finals.

It’s no wonder. And I definitely weren’t as excited abt the victory as I thought I would be. Duh* our team had the two super awesome CCA leader of netball. Plus, the umpire was, haiz.

AND. Apparently. The trophy goes to our house-master. Which left us with nothing but another name for our BRAVO house. all those sweats and anxiety. Hehkz. 10 yrs from now, I would not have anything to fall back on!

In conclusion. Two things I’ve learnt about Netball Matches throughout my secondary school life.

#one: Netball is an utter waste of time, other then it gets you sweating. I’ve participated in quite a number of netball matches, and NONE awards you with trophies for winning. They’d all cheat their words through, leaving us with nothing but thoughts. Nyahaha.

Come on uh, face it. we practiced for weeks during the CT1 period while in 1E1’02, remember.? I was sure we got into the finals, but there’s no prove, now is there.?
3E2’04. didn’t we fought hard for the 3rd/4th placing after our mid-yrs.? Hmms. I wonder where’s the trophies. Bleargh!

Wait, im only half-way done! There’s the number TWO. Hee. =)
#two: Netball umpires are the worst of people. Well at least, those I’ve met so far proves so. I was simply proud of myself that I didn’t end up cursing that umpire yesty like wad I did last year! Nyahahaa.!

We almost lost last yr, so some might blame me for accusing the umpire to be biased. But hey.?? We WON this time round, and I still really feel that the umpire was biased! In fact, it was veryyy obvious. There’s not much of a dignity in winning a biased match. Heh.

oraits. shant elaborate on this any further. I’ve lost all respect to netball umpires, or at least those in AI. Make that Ex-AI too. Hekz.

I was sooo in love with netball in lower sec. I guess corruption really ruins it all. All these sweet looking girls in super short shorts really gives you an impression that does not suit their true colours.

BUT!!! Nyahaha. Dun get me wrong. Plsss. Liting and Yilun are indeed the bestest players you can find on the court. it’s just such a pity that the company they mix with gives people the wrong impression.

I’m just glad that I got to noe the real them while we were classmates in lower sec, before other factors ruin my perception of them.

Happy 40th Birthday Singapore! National day, looking forward to our new President! =))

*no matter how hard we try to deny,
First impression always counts.*

*urgh!!!*

bleargh.

wad a perfect timing for my comp to deprive me of internet. ishhh.

FYI. im updating from a CC. nyahaha. meaning. my comps still down.

i'll post all my un-posted entries once my own comp has recovered, kays.? for now, im frettingggggg endlessly.

dun have the time to reply to all ur tags. so sori.

oraits. gtg. *urgh* hates rushing, but i have no choice. nyahaa. take care all. missing my fellow bloggerers. haiz~ hah.

*blank.*

*awws*

gosh* That prom night episode of Smallville was simply, indescribable.

Wonder if our prom night would be just as, memorable. Primarily, wonder if I’m going for it! Lalalaaa.

Mannn. Need the internet! Hakz.

Visited the sch’s dentist on Wednesday. The nurse was sweet. Hee.
Had a 10mins PE lesson too. Ouh my, the scariest one ever! Nyahaa. Since we’all passed our napfa test, we didn’t have to runnn. So.?

“Pepsi Cola – One! Two! Three!! Ahhhhh!!!”
followed by…
“Ohh-Yahh-Behh-Yahh-Somm! Black! NAZ ice!!! ARGH!!!!!”

nyahahaa.! Considering me, newly sixteen, that whole experience was simply, beyond words! hakz Had sore throat eventually, due to constant shrieking from being frozen by darling naz. Hah. Also, my stomach hurts sooo badly! Partly cos of the frantic run around the volleyball court. yet credit goes more to the fact that we laughed sooo freaking hard, that im sure my stomach muscles are gradually forming! Nyahaa.

Imagine panting and laughing for a straight 10mins! *all smiles*

Played another stupid game in class amongst scamzs, yesty. And I thought turning sixteen would make me, mature-Er. Guess not! Nyahahaa. Some stupid morons drew some stuffs, and we had to guess wad it was. Utterly Hilarious! Treehouse.? Fat-In.? Boo-On-Pink.? Great minds think alike. =))

Yesty was also, Aimah’s Bday! Hee. Happy 13th bday, darling. =)

Yerps yerps. this whole week, had been fantabulous! Super duper great. How I hope it’ll never end. Obviously, it’s merely wishful thinking on my behalf. Nyahaha.!

I want 2ndAug to happen again! Not my bday part, but tat outing part. Ouhhh my. And that call part. Nyahahaa.

There’s just been too much hilarity this week. i only realized today, tat I’ve got a mere 35 days to Prelims!

Enough. May I ask for this merriment to last at least till the end of National Day’s holidays?


*even the stars refuse to shine*

*even the best falls down some time,
even the wrong words seem to rhyme.*

*Out of the doubt that fills ur mind
You finally find, you and I collide.*

My *all smiles* Day!

Lalalaaaa!

AN AWESOME DAY. No doubts about it. =))

Shant go into much details. Those would be in my other, more personal, diary. Hah.

To all well-wishers. THANK YOU!! Every bit made my day. Hee. Im serious, I’ve even got all ur names down! Nyahaha. *all smiles*

To all presents-giver. THANK YOU!! Am totally touched, utterly grateful. Though I’ve yet to open any, cos I’ve got tat ‘sayang’ feelings. Nyahaa. Shall elaborate on this, once I’ve opened em up. =)) *all smiles*

To all messages-sender and callers. THANK YOU!! Was 100% flattered, touched, awed. Hee. Thanky yous. n yeah! Unexpected too! *all smiles*

Thank you all. =))

Dearest Irah wrote a footnote on the board. I seriously didn’t realize it! Gosh* and dearest MrEmaths saw it. Nyahaha. He’s such a darling uh! Made the whole class turn to me, after greeting him, just to sing me a bday song! Nyahaha. *all smiles!*

And yes!!! I GOT BACK MY EZLINK CARD!!! Can u believe it.??

Omg. Sheesh. Had some wishful thinkings abt getting it back. N I did! Was darn flabbergasted seyy!! Was superrrrr exhilarated. Heeee! *all smiles!*

Now that was my bday present frm dearest MrEx-PW.! Hee. *felt jumpy! Jumpy!*

Irah initiated a sing-along bday song session
during Maths class wif the whole of 4e2.
at Recess wif dear dee and maria.
after Eng class wif peanuts and some pudding.
in 4e7 classroom during SSP wif Gauwri and Co.
After SSP at level 3 wif scamz, dee n maria.
On our way out of sch, this time in diff languages.
While boarding & on board 812 bus.
And I think, there was once at kfc.? No.? yes.? doesn’t matter.

Point is. That’s SIX bday song for a day. All thanks to IrahJambu! Nyahaha. To all my singers, appreciate it lots! *all smiles*

After school was Fantastica! Hee. A combination of my super darling besties, and my ever adorable SCAmZ. How much better can life get.? Hee. *all smiles*

Of course, all that arrangement is credited to SCA. *muaahs!!* And *Weee!* to irah, dee, maria for agreeing to come! *all smiles*

Support KFC! An ambassador for the deaf. *rub2* *punch2 fist* nyahaa. Farniii.

Went jln2 around pasar mlm in the petang for awhile. Heeeee. Den we parted. Awws.

overall. Fun fun fun. Tat’s all. Even tat is an understatement. No words can describe it. Hee. *all smiles*

finally. home sweet home, at last. =)

Now Here’s an entry, full of *ALL SMILES*… something that has ceased to exist for weeks. Thank you, all. =)))

*two words to sum up today,
…all smiles*

*Sweet Sixteen!*

Nyahahahahahahhahaaa.

Simply cant stop laughing. Psychotic breakdown! Nyahahahaa. Okays. Now.

IM SIXTEEN! =))

Dear fellow sixteen-ians. Wanna catch an NC-16 Movie with me!? Niceyyy. Hah.!

Erms. Kays. I’d better be off. Or I’ll be constantly yawning in class tmr! Gosh*

Nites darlings. [im practically talking to myself, since yall would prolly be reading this abt a wk laterrrr. HAH.]

* An almost complete life.
Sixteen yrs, now only left as memories.*

* deepest heartfelt gratitude,
to all the souls who were a part of those memories.*

* I’ll cherish every single moment of it all*

reminiscing the past.

depressed tat the internet is still down. But hey! Look wad time it is!

Nyahahaa.

half an hour more. Dee’s been doing the countdown on my behalf. Such a darling she is. Hah.

Kays. Maybe turning 16 aint tat bad. Today was as per normal. Pple kept reminding me tat tmr’s my bday. And I simply couldn’t care less. Sweet sixteen they say. I say sixteen’s too huge a number for an age. Nyahaa.

Dee n Maria somehow managed to get me going crazy after hmt. So yeahs, now, looking forward to the moment my clock strikes midnight. Hee.

Opened up tat chest I had since pri sch, wif Aimah by my side. Ouwhs, it’s packed. Hah. Notes, letters, cards, yada yada. sweet memories. All was funnn back then. Gosh* I miss my pri sch companies.

Speaking of that. Saw, smiled, waved at Lisda today. Happened to notice her in class at ASS. Dearest mardhiah was absent frm view, though. Hmms. Other that her, cant remember wad else I saw. Nyahahaa.

I hope tmr aint as dead as my days last week. Gosh* and I hope tat psycho wont continue wif his plans of sabo-ing me. I mean, ISH. Im turning SIXTEEN. Aren’t u supposed to celebrate tat day in a more mature way, den saboing.? Nyahaha.

Ouwhs. Its just so sad that none of yall would be able to read this Now. Nyahaha. Sad sad sad. This is was internet has done to me. Nyahahaa.

Either way. It aint tat bad. Im gonna have to remember how to look on the bright side of life, just like how I used to.

Dun ya miss the carefree me.? I do! But getting older is wearing me out. Now I understand wad deary Yap have been trying to tell us in CME classes abt the aged. HaH!

Im done. Now wait for 12am exactly. For another entry. Hee!

*I’ve got butterflies in my stomach.
Care to catch them for me.? Hee.*